She Likes Gays But Not Me Vol 1 By Hirahara, Akira

Jun Andou is an aloof high school student with a longtime secret. He’s gay, and aside from when he’s engaging in his covert affair or chatting with an online friend, he’s never free to be himself. One day, he catches his classmate Sae Miura buying a BL book—a small moment with major consequences. Even as his thinking starts to broaden, Jun still desperately wishes for a “normal” future. But how can he have a wife, home, and biological child when he’s not turned on by women? Discover an unflinching story about navigating one’s identity through a sea of pressure and disparagement from the outside—and from within.